A person always has a religion, either HER OWN – or someone else’s.
”mother! you are fighting against any kind of self-insight, into your dirty life, even the word ’dirty’ triggers you, but that’s what it is! I know you get crazy by hearing thetruth, since you ARE the little girl in the Exorcist, – possessed by the demon’s voice and spirit, and I am Merlin, withthegreat Ruqqia power, Awesome Powers, so to speak.. Now when I am free from the threat of being taken into custody by the satanists which you worship and lick the ass of – day by day, it appears as I’vesaid it to be all thetime, agreat Zen master R.H. Blyth of the country which has recieved me so praisingly once said; every explanation is an attempt to try to explain away.. How true that is for that jew devil country you tried to force me toworship your mammon from! that’s so true! the whole system demands you to explain away reality constantly ’or else!’ and that’s fitna! a threat worse than death! your explaining away why you wereforced to sacrifice me to your satan, a fact which you of course DENY now seems hollow(!)
you are not dependent upon careeer moneyanymore, just like me your pension comes constantly, no matterwhat ever incorrect political opinions you might air!
but – that was also a layer of palimpsest.. scratching away reality.. A lie of course .. it was all the time about forcing me to worshipyour Mammon.. That was the reason you threatened me with homelessness all the time and threw away my stuff, making a hole in my life, equivalent to that hole in your corruptheart, you and father that arise as soon as the self-realization threatens to hit you andfor you even a little self-realization is hard – that you are brainwashed cattle of the jew – devils.. ruling our beautiful country.. You promise money – then at once get greedy on the deal trying toforce me to worship yourmammon – which is controlled bythose very jewdevils which you deny to death.. that you areactually worshipping and serving.. If I do normal things you panic: (break down screaming): ’he has escaped!! our prison!!’ – yes – your life-long prison.. that prison which the brainwashed cattle of Sweden called the present boregoise, of that destroyed shit-country.. being shit since it has been kicked to it – by the plutocratic system.. These other boregois share with you brainwashed position, and it is not as they display, – that you had a choice, : if you DO NOT BECOME a brainwashed cattle of the jews JUST LIKE THEM (!) , this they say with that ridiculous tone , knowing they have the relative power to crush you like a bug – if you do not become JUST LIKE THEM – they will enslave you to Big Pharma; and enslave your economy, then you CAN’T ESCAPE the concentration camp, any more – AND then, they will brainwash you and the world THAT THEY WERE right.. the BIG LIE wins.. and if you kill yourself I think Allah will forgive you.. since what they will do to you for the rest of your now deplorable life is so horrible – worse than death – a shitty despicable life.. where you willl neither be permitted to die nor live, in an inner hell , a poisoned state where you will be subjected to total brainwash.. (!) And if you then mother, you and father, can’t hang this sword of Damocles over me constantly, but that I actually ’escaped’ (this is a term the Qufrs often use to try to explain away when their lying becomes all too obvious) (then the victim is blamed for not agreeing to getting brainwashed) to another country, – ’escaped’ that is your term when you fear to realize reality (rr) – that you are living in a satanical sect, called ’acountry’ , – and if just the mere fact that the Japanese and other countries let me be safe and by this able to move more freely and develop as a normal human being reaching success and being happy , you squeal like a pig, ’I kill myself if you do not come back!!’
I have heard that waltz before – and WILL NOT LISTEN! If you take that bait – you will simply imprison and torture me if I come back – and then you will forget about your angst – which has as its core – only that cognitive dissonance arising from the fear of your possible self-insight! Cattle!
AND – if I anyway stay so that you can’t imprison me – you will punish me in other way – by trying to cancel my apartment, throwing away all of my things.. ‘we can’t sell them.. they are worthless! Just like him, they can’t be worth anything since they have belonged to him!’ (they were not flaudly laid out as an idol bait on TeleVision or Radio or the JewsPapers.. they weren’t in TheJews but still famous.. they going crazy.. cognitive dissonance you know.. Not in TheJewsPapers.. Not in TheJewsStations.. Nothing.. going crazy.. fading out.. or.. doing all about..) cause that is what it is about – THE OFFICIAL PICTURE – and if I AM NOT THERE on the black hole illuminating, which flashes false stars in front of your stupid cattle eyes – then I DO NOT EXIST – and if I anyway exist – actually being world famous, mega star, all across the world – then your zombie programming pushes you in madness, satan driving you to lure me into a trap – to stick the ‘usual’ knife in my back.. how boring! Really! ‘the usual’ the expression chosen is telling indeed, for you sex is a dirty activity you dedicated to ‘try to find’ in your youth ‘the old usual’ – as the overclass more securely put in their positions, and therefore more secure in their tone, puts it.. And I am to be degraded to a class – that suits your delusions: that is: the small amount I harbour on my bank account, you was to force to define me as and after.. ‘if you are so famous.. – why you not have money?..’ ‘if you had money we would respect you (!)’ father say – ‘you are no on MY news..’ (to call the Big Lie by the beautiful term of ‘news’ is wrong though) ‘I don’t see you on my google search results!!’ – no – I am in modern Gulag – and you – my own parents – have been brainwashed – to become my executioners! And I know this text – just because it is existing now together with my world fame – will save the situation – since your whole life existence is about the lethal fear of getting defined, but the evil only accelerated and then you want to do something ‘that surprises’ (Satan’s old usual line, when he is about to stick the knife in your back: HE HE HE doesn’t know yet), the psychopathic knife in the back.. it is not enough to deny the class system for it not to exist – actually – Satan’s greatest trick – they say anyway – is to make the delusion persist that he DOES NOT EVEN EXIST!
And I said aloud, as to find the situation more comfortable: ‘Try to make guilt-blame game of shame that people should do porn for free! As lovers the jews hate that – they wanna capitalize and destroy natural paradise.. Do make their DD-sob come true: Death and destruction.. It has to be ‘difficult and dangerous’ they claim..